A few things I needed to say:

I've learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow. I've learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights. I've learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you'll miss them when they're gone from your life. I've learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance. I've learned that you shouldn't go through life with a catcher's mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw some things back. I've learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision. I've learned that even when I have pains, I don't have to be one. I've learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone. People love a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back. I've learned that I still have a lot to learn. I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.

 
Mariah: It was like she was only there when it was convenient for him; like she was the gas station no one ever visited unless their tank was coming up on empty. Yeah, there were days when she hated him & there were days when she was head over heals too. But none of those days mattered, because she could never have him no matter how hard she fell. One day, she'll realize that someone is out there that beats all the ones in the past, present and future.


Melinda: This is life. People will screw you over. You’ll fight with your family, loved ones, and exs. You’ll witness things that will change you forever. You’ll blame new lovers for things old lovers did. Some come and some go. You’ll come to realize that everyone has a past. You’ll cry, you’ll laugh, & you’ll embarrass yourself. But then, you’ll find your very own moment where none of that matters; where you can sit back & realize that stuff happens to the people who can handle it & that this is who you are, & that no one should want to change you, including yourself.


Anonymous: I know a lot of people know who he is, but I also know there are not that many who got to see the side of the guy that I did. And that guy, well, I'll never forget him. Not ever. I've learned so much about life and emotion from knowing him and I wouldn't change a thing about it, including the ending. Your heart needs to go through some bumps like these once in a while. Besides, he has made a monumental impact on me and on my life in these past few years. I would never go back to that again.

Lee: You broke her down, you broke her heart and you call her up like its nothing. Well screw you, and that's me putting it politely, how about you go jump off a cliff?

Ashton: Take every chance you get. Because honestly no matter where you end up, or who you end up with, it always ends up the way it should be. Your mistakes are what makes you the person you are today. You learn & grow with each choice. Make everything you do worth it. Live your life as if there won't be any tomorrow. Say how you feel, always be you, & be okay with it.

Paige: What defines a best friend? What are the requirements to be a good best friend? How many hours a week does it entail? Stupid questions that have no answers. A best friend is not defined by how many times they talk on the phone, or how many hours they hang out together. It is not defined by how many sleepovers they gossip at, or how many inside jokes they have. There are no requirements or laws that state a good best friend must hang out with them every weekend, or tell each other every little detail. A best friend is a matter of opinion. It is the person who has been there for you through everything, not just through the fun things, or the little things. It is the person that you call when you are at your absolute worst, it is the person who saves you when you didn’t even notice that you needed saving, mostly it is the person who accepts you for who you are, and the person that you are becoming.

Sarah: Please don't ever forget where you came from. I love you.

John: When I take you to the beach for the first time, this is how I imagine it. I want warm summer nights, to lie in a hammock, staring at the stars, telling you stories. I want to dip my toes in the water, to dangle my feet off the edge of the dock and sit leaning forward, looking at you, laughing. To huddle around a fire on the beach, salt water drying into my hair, reading from that book you always carry. I want to sit next to you on a log and sleep next to you in a tent. I want to wake up early and make pancakes over a fire, to wash the dishes in the river while we swim. To build sandcastles and castles-in-the-air. I want to drive home with my bare feet on the dashboard, the windows down, my hair whipped in every direction from the wind rushing through the open windows. I want to hear your voice humming to the tune of the songs on the radio that you don’t know the words to. I want to be able to look at you and smile and not say a word. To have adventures and passion and to truly live with you by my side.

James: You can't always sit in your corner of the forest and wait for people to come to you. You have to go to them sometimes. [Winnie the Pooh]

Ben: I'm really glad that you are happy. Its good to see a smiley face when I ask you how you are on facebook.

Summer's gone, and I am waiting for new beginnings with better endings. Long nights for the sleep deprived. I'll write these letters to you from a desk in my room that's bleeding truth.

[here we are together
i never would have guessed it
baby there's a reason
and baby there's a message
cause we've all seen the glories
and we've all heard love stories
stranger than this
punch lines and ironies
swirl through the galaxies
like dust in the sunbeams
that slant through our windows
and heartbeats and molecules
geniuses and silly fools
we're all at the mercies
of punch lines and ironies
echoes and rumors
of Gods sense of humor 

leak out of heaven
in the mysteries and legends
and they whisper their glories
into our love stories
and help us believe
yeah help us believe
punch lines and ironies
swirl through the galaxies
like dust in the sunbeams
that slant through our windows
and heartbeats and molecules
geniuses and silly fools
we're all at the mercies
of punch lines and ironies]

love love love this song.

I awoke, only to find my lungs empty
Through the night, so it seems I'm not breathing
And now my dreams are nothing like they were meant to be
And I'm Breaking Down
I think I'm breaking down

And I'm afraid to sleep because of what haunts me
Such as living with the uncertainties
That I'll never find the words to say
Which would completely explain
Just how I'm breaking down

Someone come, Someone come and save my life
Maybe I'll sleep when I am dead
But now its like the night is taking up sides
With all the worries that occupy the back of my mind
Could it be? This misery will suffice

(Gordon Downey Singing This Verse)
I've become, the simple souvenir of someone's KILL
Like the sea, I'm constantly changing from calm to ill
Madness fills my heart and soul
As if the great divide could swallow me whole
Oh, how I'm breaking down

Someone come, Someone come and save my life
Maybe I'll sleep when I am dead
But now its like the night is taking up sides
With all the worries that occupy the back of my mind
Could it be? This misery will suffice


Someone come, Someone come and save my life

Someone come, Someone come and save my life

Someone come, Someone come and save my life
Could it be? This misery will suffice

So, this is for Paige Emmitt.

First of all, I love you and you love me, so you don't like me to be stressed, soooo... I'm going to make a checklist that has nothing to do with you. But it will relieve my stress, therefore helping me be a more efficient best friend towards you. =D

✓Do math Homework, Due WEDNESDAY.

✓Study for A&P.

✓Get notes from someone on Wednesday in Biology 131

✓Re-write stupid paper.

✓Write another paper. (so gay)

✓Love my best friend.

✓Make time for John, he misses me.

✓Go to work, when scheduled.

✓Read chapters in Bio book because I missed those stupid days.

✓Clean my room. (never going to happen)

✓Ask English teacher if I can make up a quiz, if there was one. ???

✓Sleep, Eat, Use the Bathroom.

✓NPR for Psy 199. Due Next Monday.

✓Have fun over the weekend. I'm off Friday, Saturday, and Sunday. YESSSSS. 

Okay, I think thats it for now, I can't think of anything. BUT I feel tons better, now that all that is outta my mind and on paper I know I won't forget about it. =D

 

Paige,

Sometimes in life there are bonds formed that can never be broken. Sometimes you can find that one person who will stand by you no matter what. Maybe you'll find it in a spouse and celebrate it with your dream wedding. But theres also the chance that the person you can count on for a lifetime, the person who knows you sometimes better than you know yourself, is the same person who's been standing beside you all along. The one that been beside me is you. 

Sincerely,
Me.

 

ANYWAYS

 

 

Thanks for inspiring me again. You're wonderful.